my mother had an affair
and got pregnant
and didn’t abort me (although she possibly tried)
and her husband made her give me away
It’s all my fault that
the people she gave me to were not ideal parents
I did not respond to them but pretended I had been traumatised
I kept crying and messing my nappies and annoying them
It’s all my fault that
my mother didn’t seem to like children very much
my father was a control freak and I made him angry
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It’s all my fault that
I made my mother cry and wonder what she had done to deserve me
I preferred Auntie Alice to my mother
I let it show that I preferred Auntie Alice to my mother
I didn’t want to leave Auntie Alice
my mother didn’t like staying with her
It’s all my fault that
I hated travelling
I got travel sick
I got ill on holidays and had to come home
It's all my fault that
there was a war on
the nice Germans were bombing us
our house was bombed out (twice)
and we had to live somewhere else
and Dad had to work,
and my mother had to look after me
